Irrational

I am irrational...but at least I can admit it. Does that make it any better? No. But at least I know it. I don't want to be irrational either, but isnt that the plight of any woman? Probably not to the extent that I am. Someone suggested my hormones are messed up, that freaks me out. Oh, did I mention I'm kind of a hypocondriac? Not as bad as I used to be. I used to think everything I had was cancer. Not so much anymore, which is good. I'm really fed up with alot of stuff. People, myself, indecisiveness, school. I NEED a vacation. Badly. However, Im also broke, and taking a summer course so I'm tied to the fox valley area until the end of july.I feel ill. Not Beastie Boys ill, just ill. I'm going home.